This is Hardy

And I party. Said it.

I love it here.

But.

I have a conflict of emotions. At least it's not of interest, unless it's like the interest of God and Satan in me, but I get that pretty much everywhere. Although, It was the first time I had a girl pull out a condom and say "If you laugh then I get to have sex with you." I laughed, what else could I do. It was funny. We didn't have sex. I went my entire 17 year without kissing anyone :) I haven't kissed anyone since I've been 18 either, in case you were wondering. Could have though. Go me.

Weird that I'm 18 now. I'm old, I'm legal, right? Well, it's not like I'm going to get in any more trouble that I would have when I was 17 because I would have been tried as an adult anyway, and you can't smoke until you're 19 in Utah anyway (thanks Dallas). So, pretty much, nothing is different. Although I did get this weird feeling at midnight of, uh, today. So, possible I've acquired super-human powers and I may become a superhero or supervillain.

But anyway, back to the conflict that I was talking about before I remembered that it was my birthday and that I denied someone from having, uh, me.

I don't really want to go home, but my only options for going home are either tomorrow with my parents, or in two weeks with my sister. I don't want to stay for two more weeks. Why? Well obviously the answer to this problem is an all-resolving answer. I'll just put in in three words. I have no car.

If I had a car, I could go home whenever I like. I could go anywhere I like. I could go to Idaho, I could go to Nevada and smoke. I could drive down that street to the store. Sadly, I haven't a vehicular, and I am stuck here like a stranded lizard on an island at Lake Powell. Geez, where is my liberation? Thanks for nothing18th birthday. Said it. But anyway I just got off the phone with my Mom. I guess I'm going home tomorrow. I guess I better go tell everyone goodbye... Ah! I don't want to leave already! What the eff David Blaine? This is really unfair.

K, well, if you don't wish me a happy birthday today, then I don't know you.