What We Want

"I imagine you to be a girl, fifteen (or sixteen or seventeen) years old, sometimes frightened, always brave. I imagine you to be unaware of your beauty, which makes you indefinitely beautiful; unaware of your power, which makes you dangerously powerful. I have had many masters in my life, but you are the only master I could follow until I die."



An interesting quote that I found in a book a few years ago. This picture reminded me of it. It also reminded me of another quote from the book.

"[He] didn’t know what he wanted, but he did know what he didn’t want. What he didn’t want was any of the girls at school. He had lots of friends who were girls. He liked them. Nice girls. Just not for him."

It's really true though. I've seen what there is to offer and yes, I've fallen for some girls that I thought were amazing. Good girls, yes, but not for me. I thought they were, but I learned otherwise. I have met a few girls I thought were for me, and maybe one is, or not. There was one girl who I thought was just for me. Mean, bossy, blunt- but I needed that at the time. Though, it was not healthy I think. Plus we ran out of things to do because she was very hard to please and I ran out of things to do to please her so we ended up just driving around and kissing and then it was over. Not a healthy relationship at all, and now I'm left to wonder if we ever even liked each other, or if we ever got along at all. But love will do that to you.

I'm waiting to meet a girl that will look beneath that surface, even though the surface isn't half bad. I'm waiting for a girl who I can talk to about everything; all the deep and shallow topics in my head. I'm waiting for a girl who thinks I'm funny and recognizes that I'm an idiot and loves me for it. It's a part of who we are, we aren't changing.

I'm waiting for a girl who loves Ender and Bean as much as I do.

I'm waiting for a girl who will look at my iPod and say "Oh my gosh I love ALL of these bands!"

And she would also hate country.

Country sucks.