I guess you have to ask yourself where you are every once in a while. Sometime I have no idea. Sometimes I would be happy to tell you all about it.
Right now... I don't know.
Am I happy? Certainly. I've probably never been happier in my life. I learn new things every day and I LOVE seminary. I love knowing the truth and what to do with it. I love Brother Black. I don't love homework, especially busy work which is mostly what I get from Choi, but Sivert and Bake are my favorites.
Greg and I have been doing some serious recording of some songs. The quality is outstanding. I can't wait to get them posted.
I DO need to read my scriptures more, and keep up better on my homework.
But really, I have no reason to be unhappy. I'm not, but I keep having these bouts of melancholy and I don't know where they come from. Alright, I really do. It's when I'm not doing everything I'm supposed to, or when I'm doing things I shouldn't. You'd think I would be bright enough to just get it right already. I have it worked out in theory, just not practice.
I'm a Junior, and I'll only need one more credit to graduate after this year.
I'm not going to graduate early though, because I'm going to graduate with my associate degree. I can't afford not to be a transfer student.
All I can get myself to care about lately is my music. I just don't care about anything else. It's not been good for my homework doing....
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Sivert is one of your favorites...? Oh man... I never thought I'd here anyone say that and mean it, but I guess it makes sense. I'd like him more if he didn't teach my least favorite subject.
Have you seen the music video for "Your heart is an empty room" by the Postal Service? It sums up everything I feel about not knowing exactly how I feel. You mentioned melancholy, and that's what came to mind.
P.S. The sun will come out tomorrow!
P.S.S. I wrote a new song. It's deep, and melancholy, but not sad.
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